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Second priority
I wonder.If you ever think of me in the day.
If you ever think of me when you wake up.
I know you think of me at night. Past MIDNIGHT.
I want to be the first and last thing on your mind, not just the last thing.
Because, if that's the way it is, aren't I one pathetic fuck of a girlfriend?
It's like you put your friends first. Then the time allocation in your mind is like FRIENDS: 1pm-12am GIRLFRIEND: 12 MN onwards.
I don't require you to message me every 5 minutes, or the entire day everyday. Just, every once in a while, can you please just message me first, and give me some of your time, even when you're with your friends? It reassures me that you're thinking of me, and that I'm still of importance to you.
Please? I'm begging you. Please....
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
Thank you for taking the time to read my thought tidbits.